End At Life

I walk into the long tunnel,

At the sight of light i turn back...

I crawl into a cave,

I see an opening, hope in me gone...

I jump into a pit,

Its depth disgusts me...

I lunge into the sea,

I shrug away the helping hand...

And there laying breathless in the sunset,

I sense my mistake..

I wanted an end,

So i go and hug life...

Musings....

Such are my various musings,

Totally out of place and state

But the monotony around me it makes me want to sleep

Sleep in the sorrow that yet another day will dawn with

nothing but the sack of monotony,

The sack of ever increasing size....

I want to shout out

but my brain is dead,

I just can manage to sigh...

My whisper is lost as would have been my cry

cause in the world beyond there is hardly any difference

between a shout, a cry, a sigh or a whisper.......